People do stupid things when in love; I did the opposite. I did such a stupid thing one night when I was all alone in my place.
It was past 9PM and I was bored. I sent Grey a text message. No reply. Feeling rejected, I turned on my laptop to make myself busy. I wanted to do work-related stuff but my mind was tired for that. Movies? No, they will just make me more miserable. I signed on to a messaging application and found out that some of my virtual friends were online. Two of them quickly messaged me for a chat. I used to ignore their messages that often started with nice “How are you?” to horny “Want some good time?”
“I’m good,” I wrote to both of them. After warming up to a little nice conversation came the purpose of what this hello was all about. They, asked me to turn on my web cam. I obliged. I was wearing a flimsy white nighties and the yellow lamp did little to conceal what should be left hidden. The two men, in separate locations, turned on their web cam, too.
The first one was a college student from Australia. He looked tall and lean. His light brown hair looked messy but complemented his boyish looks. The other guy was a 25-year old Pakistani with a pair of the most expressive eyes. I knew what they wanted and I did not fail them. Unaware of each other’s online presence, I gave them what they always wanted from me.
First, I removed my underwear and waved it on them. The Australian got excited and took off his shirt. The Pakistani wanted more. I reached for the bottle of the mineral water and gently poured it over my breasts for that wet-look effect. The Pakistani held his manhood while the Australian requested for more so I slowly removed my nighties and exposed myself up to waist area. The Australian stroked his manhood as my hands grabbed my breasts.
“Suck your tits!” one of them demanded.
High on lust and despair, I pulled my left breast and started licking my nipples. It was my first time to do this and it felt good. I sucked my nipples alternately while the two men feasted on me. I felt so desired even when it was the wrong way. With my continued build up of lust, I let go of any inhibitions and removed the tiny piece of cloth that covered my modesty. My juices were overflowing and my spectators were delighted.
The Australian, being younger than the Pakistani, could not contain his excitement any longer. His right hand in rhythmic motion produced white seeds of lust on his palm. He was done. He stretched his palm to show the amount of cum he ejaculated. With a boyish grin, he turned off his web cam while his manhood was still erect.
“Go fuck yourself!” the Pakistani demanded.
I moved a little to show him my middle finger inside my vagina while my right hand was mashing my breasts.
“You little whore! Make it two fingers!”
I didn’t know why but his rudeness turned me on even more. I obliged and inserted two fingers. It hurt a little.
“Hey, look at what I got! See how big it is? Add one more finger!”
I did not listen.
“Whore! Add one more finger or I’ll go there and rape you?”
I tried to insert three of my fingers but the sensation was just overwhelming so I came in earlier as expected. A loud moan filled my room.
When my libido went down, I found myself naked in front of a computer with a stranger jacking off on the screen. I quickly turned off the web cam and inspect the mess that I did: wet bed, wet nighties, aching nipples and aching vagina.
I felt guilty of pornography, much more when I was the executioner.